It has been less than twenty minutes since we parted, and I already miss you. The new year has made me realize that I want each day to bring you to me. 

As soon as I got home, I went to bed to see if traces of you were still there, if that scent that is you still remained from our last night together, and it did.

Then later in the day, when I grew lonely again, I went back to you, and you were still there.

By nightfall you started to leave and I lay face down on my bed, searching for the smell of the body that I love to hold and hold to love.  (to make you to).

At night, when I finally went to bed, I sought you again but by then you were gone.

I was lonely and I missed you. It told me again that I always want you to be there, side by side, looking at me, holding me, loving me.